Sunday, August 25, 2013

Growing a thicker skin

When I had my children, I was shocked by how deeply I loved those babies.  Just as deeply as falling in love with my husband, but different.  For the first time in my life, I knew I would be willing to die to protect them.  Maybe even kill. At a minimum, inflict some serious pain.

As my kids grew up and I learned to let them go, little by little, I still didn't lose that Mother-Bear-Defend-Them-to-the-Death attitude.

And when the coach kept my child on the bench, when the director gave someone else the part, when the cute boy/girl broke their heart, I was angry or heartbroken along with them.  But I tried (emphasis on tried) to keep it inside because I know that these are the things that shape and guide us and help us to figure out who we are.  Over the years, I grew a slightly thicker skin when it came to my kids.  Slightly.

But now I am going to have to grow a much thicker skin.  Fur coated, dense, virtually impenetrable. 

My son works in advertising.  His successes and shortcomings are his own, known by him, his co-workers, his customers.  His performance reviews are not published online.  I like this about his career.

Mackenzie's world is different.  Because she wants to be a professional singer/songwriter, her work is evaluated openly, critically, publically.
http://www.youtube.com/user/kenzielynne91

People criticize her for being too commercial (it's her ART, quit focusing about making a living!), for doing a cover from their favorite singer (how dare she!), for not doing a cover of their favorite singer (doesn't she know what she should be singing?).  She has fans who tweet and post in the hope of dating her, and not all of them are completely in their right minds.

And she has already warned me that it could get a lot worse.  Someone created a fake sex tape of Carly Rae Jepsen. Mackenzie said "Can you imagine how her mom felt???".

So she guards her privacy.  She is careful not to geotag many of her posts and doesn't respond to inappropriate and negative tweets.  In the world of everybody-shares-everything, this is good practice for all of us, but especially important for someone whose career choice means living under public scrutiny.

And in the meantime, I will work on growing a thicker skin, impervious to the wounds that will be inflicted on my cherished daughter.  If you have any ideas on how to speed up the process, I sure would love to hear them.
+Mackenzie Elliott

Saturday, August 3, 2013

It's a marathon, not a sprint

I'm training to run a half marathon in October.  I haven't run a race since 8th grade, but it raises money for WorldVision and I'm passionate about that organization and so I'm doing this.  When you train for a marathon, you run 3 miles, then 5, then 3, then 6 . . . forward, back, further forward.

Because of reality TV and some breakout performances, there's a perception that a performing career happens overnight, but it doesn't.  It's more like a marathon than a sprint.  Unless you are the one in a million, this stuff takes time. Michelle Chamuel and the Swon Brothers have been working at this for years and years (The Voice is still my only context for reality show reality, sorry).

It's forward, back, further forward.  Repeat.

That's Wise Elissa on the left.
She's awesome.
When Mackenzie arrived in Nashville,
she felt like she was already too old
at age 20.
But her wise friend Elissa
kept reminding her,
"You can't compare your beginning
to someone else's middle."


The important thing is to begin.  Mackenzie's been reading +Jon Acuff 's new book, START.  She heard him speak at at an event for musicians and couldn't wait to get the book.  It's great if you are starting or if you are starting over. And everyone has to start over at some point, so you need to just go buy this book and just keep it handy.

Athletes, performers, me, pretty much everyone with a big goal has to approach it like a marathon. Have a short memory for the inevitable setbacks. Have a plan that changes when it needs to. Remember that a lot of the battle is in your head.
But START.  And TRAIN.  And DO.

+Mackenzie Elliott in her classical music life.
Cute updo but definitely not her.
I've watched Mackenzie take this approach and go from a misplaced classical voice major to someone who has the guts to become a pop singer.            
In Nashville.
I'm so proud of her, because she has already done the hardest part - she's started!  And she's got a plan that changes when needed. And she battles the demons of fear and uncertainty and just keeps moving forward.  Forward, back, further forward.  Repeat.


Latest Mom brag - new music videos here:  http://www.youtube.com/user/kenzielynne91 

Saturday, July 13, 2013

There are better friends out there

When we had our first child, my husband and I had recently moved to a new city, he was working ridiculously long hours and I had just taken a leave of absence from my job.  I was lonely and sad, in spite of being so crazy about my beautiful baby son. I kept feeling like I shouldn't need anyone but my baby boy all day long, because he was so dang cute.  I mean, just look at him.
See?
But loneliness can be crushing, and so I forced myself to get out there and find nice people. It was hard, but I kept trying and I found some kind, caring friends.

And the connection between this and parenting an artist is . . . artists face a lot of rejection and so learning to develop a support structure is a critical life skill.  Critical.  I know salespeople and college professors and a lot of other people face rejection in their careers, but that's different.  When someone rejects your product or drops out of your class, it is not the same thing as when they reject your music or your painting or your novel, because your art is an extension of you and it is very personal.

So artists should be encouragers of others and surround themselves with fellow encouragers.  Mackenzie has been blessed with some amazing friends who are each other's greatest cheerleaders.  She has let go of the hyper-competitive ones who won't retweet performance and release notices, won't share videos . . .  Instead, she has found people who believe in building each other up.
Some of +Mackenzie Elliott's awesome friends
One man, a nationally touring performer, started a group where local artists can network and he hasn't made it an exclusive club.  Instead, he encourages them to invite others, even newbies, with the only condition that they are artists.  A songwriter who writes for people like Justin Bieber tweeted about Mackenzie's blind audition because he believes in encouraging young singer/songwriters. A friend from Michigan went to Nashville to do video and photo work for her (here's the first video:  http://youtu.be/ZL1i-ySVt-A). There are some supportive, caring, encouraging artist communities out there.

So if you are in the life of an artist and the people around them are tearing them down, please see if you can convince them to keep trying to meet new friends. Ones who they will encourage, and who will strengthen them in return. It's a long and rocky road, and it's good to travel with better friends.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

Like Grandpa says, "That's why they call it work"

When I was growing up, nobody told me to "follow my passion".  If I loved a job passionately, no one would have to pay me to go there.

My dream was to act for a living.  I had parts in the high school performances and at the Pittsburgh Playhouse.  One day my favorite high school teacher said that, essentially because of my solid suburban upbringing, I wasn't "broken" enough to be a professional actor.  Decades later I remain thankful for his honesty.

But when my son said that instead of pursuing biomedical engineering he was going to major in English and Philosophy, I kept my concerns to myself.  I didn't try to talk him out of it because fortunately he went to a school where you can probably major in Cheese for Fine Dining and still get a good job when you graduate.  And he did.  Get a good job, not major in Cheese.
  +Dartmouth 
Maybe that's why it was easier to swallow when Mackenzie announced in her senior year of high school that she didn't want to major in Chemistry after all.  She wanted to be a Worship Leader. Okay, that's not a high paying career, but it is a career, and she got music scholarships to a great Christian university and so off she went.
+Mackenzie Elliott 
Then it got really hard.  She didn't fit into the world of worship leading.  She has too much of an edge, is a little too liberal, a lot too independent.  She prayed and thought about it and got advice and decided to be a pop singer.  That's a career, too, but an ultra-competitive, high risk career. So what now? How do parents support a high risk endeavor without becoming a perpetual safety net?

Well, we've agreed that she has our support as long as she is in school.  We know other parents who agree to support part of their artist's expenses, or only for a limited period of time.  Some let their kids live at home, others cut the cord completely and wish them well.  I met a dad at The Voice whose daughter moved to L.A. when she was 18 and he sees her about once a year because neither of them can afford to visit each other on opposite coasts.

I won't know for years whether or not we are doing this right.  But if we can help her go for this while she is still young, before the obligations of work and marriage and family crowd out everything else, then we'll do that.

We're in agreement and we're behind her and we're praying for her.  And we all understand that the safety net doesn't last forever. She wouldn't want it to.  She has BIG plans.  And some new YouTube videos (mom plug again):  https://www.youtube.com/user/kenzielynne91


Saturday, June 15, 2013

Parenting a Performer - Nobody Talks About the $$

One of the main questions I keep trying to tactfully ask other parents of aspiring artists is

HOW THE HECK DO YOU PAY FOR ALL THIS?  (Just try to picture yourself asking that tactfully.  It can't be done.)

Because I am pretty sure that whether your child wants to sing in stadiums, dance with a professional ballet, or play hockey for a living, it all costs a lot of money.  For a singer/songwriter, it takes training and song production and photography and videography and artwork and studio musicians and band members and a website ...

+Mackenzie Elliott's website is a work in process...

I always thought you performed every gig you could and sent your music to every record label you knew of and hopefully you got discovered! That still happens, but there are other ways to have a music career and other ways to fund it.

One thing I've learned is that almost every upcoming artist is doing something else in addition to music.  Waiting tables, building houses, working retail, anything that is flexible enough to allow an artist to develop their music while also paying the rent.

Here is what else I've learned:
  • Some people have sponsors.  It might be a development label,  a PR firm, a music business friend or it might be Mom and Dad.  Someone has taken them on and is covering their costs. 
  • Hitting the road is still the way a lot of people go. We met the parents of a country singer whose daughter has been traveling all over the country for years, sleeping in the van, eating at 7-11. Her mom and dad worry about her every day but she's making progress.
  • Kickstarter is a great option AFTER you have a fan base established.  Don't go asking for money if you haven't earned the right to ask.  Everyone, even your friends and family, wants to "invest" in something they think has a good chance of succeeding, because it is really fun to be a part of that. 
  • YouTube could be one of the best things of all time to happen for singer/songwriters.  It lowers the barriers to entry significantly and if you are successful, you can build up a brand before you ever try to tour or catch a label's attention.
  • Reality shows like American Idol, The Voice, America's Got Talent, The X Factor . . . they are all extreme long shots but why not try? 
There's no single path to making a living as an artist. Whichever one your son or daughter takes, make sure they know how to go charm those restaurant customers for big tips in the meantime.

Saturday, June 1, 2013

Do people really get onto The Voice
through open casting?

The Voice has posted open casting dates for the next season, and some people have asked whether I think it is worth the time and money for their son or daughter to audition.  One person showed me her online research on the Top 12 finalists in Season 4, and I admit, it is daunting.  Most of the people who get chosen for The Voice are really accomplished performers with many years of experience and established industry connections.

Mackenzie went to open casting twice before getting a blind audition.  The first time, we went to Chicago so she could audition for Season 3. 

+Mackenzie Elliott's Voice Season 3 Open Casting
There were probably 6,000 people there to audition and we waited in line with her for hours. Take water, take snacks, take a great attitude, because unless you want to bring crack of dawn morning voice to your audition, it will be a looooonnnnggg wait.  I think you have to be at least 16, and they let parents in with the under-18 minors.

Mackenzie was the only one in her audition group who completed her entire song before hearing "thank you", but she did not get a callback. It was pretty darn heartbreaking for her and thousands of other people.

The next year, she and some friends from Belmont auditioned in Memphis for Season 4.  A year after her Season 3 audition, she had progressed in her singing ability and refined her "look", kind of a more feminine Rosie the Riveter.  Yep, it definitely helps to differentiate yourself from the crowd.

+Mackenzie Elliott, photo credit Christi Dittrich

Plenty of fear, plenty of angst, but she did get a callback and ultimately got a blind audition. And Mackenzie got to hug Usher, Shakira and ADAM LEVINE (caps hers, probably for the rest of her life).

I have heard that some of the other reality shows are not as friendly.  Some of them create artificial conflict among the contestants or even within the contestants' families.So if you go into this, go into it understanding that TV is for entertainment.  Period. Everything is recorded and every recording can be edited, so mind what you say. And the stars are the stars and everything they do is going to be more important than anything your son or daughter does.

So if you're considering a reality show audition, here's my advice.  Go for it.  Realize the odds against success are enormous, but you never know unless you try.  Don't be a diva. And for heavens sake, remember that the microphone is ALWAYS ON.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

You can't be brave until you're scared

We have been crazy blessed in where we were able to raise our kids.  We live in a small town where you almost always run into people you know at the grocery store.  Steve's preschool teacher and high school physics teacher both live within a couple blocks of our house.

My kids left our wonderful little town and they are never coming back.  They went to college out of state and they got jobs out of state and now they both live far away from us. It was scary but it was the right thing to do.  It's not the right choice for everybody, but it was the right choice for them.

When our kids were young, and they were scared, Jim would tell them "You can't be brave until you're scared".  Then he would push them down the hill upside down on the zipline.


He wanted them to see fear as a launching pad, not a roadblock. 

Aspiring performers have to be independent and brave.  They need to learn to work with creative people who don't live by schedules and may or may not get critical work done on time.  They have to recruit co-writers and band members, and pitch themselves to coffee houses and bars and hopefully someday, publishing houses and labels.  They need to stand up on stage and sing for a long time, whether they have a big engaged audience or 3 indifferent coffee drinkers.

+Mackenzie Elliott


I have learned that some successful performers never get over their stage fright.  They have learned to use fear for adrenaline instead of letting it take them down.

Fear can be paralyzing, even when you believe deeply that God is in charge.  So my prayer for our aspiring pop star is that she knows you can't avoid fear.  But you can't be brave until you're scared.